I am as a piece of loosed bark tossed in a sea of turmoil. Beaten below the waters of dark emotion again and again by the waves of time that cruely ripped me from the rooted safety of what i have come to know and pushed from the ones i love. I fight back but my efforts seem only to pull me farther away. While my need for that old haven prevents me from coming to rest on any friendly shore. And with no place to rest i will soon begin to falter and the waves of time will gain their vengeance and i will not rise forth again.